I'm no shrinking violet

"Not a Pansy"
This is one of my drawings.

I've been absent from here for a while now. I'm a little down about job hunting, and I've let my schoolwork slide a bit.

On the green side of the fence, I returned to my webcomic, and it's been receiving the same amount of traffic it did when I abandoned it 7 months ago, which is frankly astounding.

Also, my math class is disgustingly easy, so it's not something I have to stress about.

My laptop recently decided to shun me again. It won't recognize my power cable, died, and is therefore useless. I don't have $70 to pay for a new once. Incidentally, I lost the thumbdrive with my most recent paper and my conlang documents not even a week ago. Now I can rewrite both those things, but I really don't want to.

Actually, what really got me back on this blog today is something entirely unrelated to school or work. Someone who was once far too important to me- well I don't even know how to phrase what happened. I didn't really do anything, but they certainly didn't either. But I think I let myself blame them anyway. and then, contact wasn't really cut off, it just stopped.

And then out of the blue, now that I was starting to forget, I got a message today, at 4 in the morning. It said exactly the thing I should be happy to hear. It should placate my selfishness. But I still don't know how to feel.